[ Dying is nothing. Dying is relief from whatever's killing you. He knows that perhaps better than anyone, considering how often he's been on the killing side. Probably something else a therapist can't relate to. ]
And they say demons are bad. [ He mutters under his non-breath. No need for quips right now, or bitter resentment. You can do better, Spikey. ] Even back then, if I'd known what Tyki was up to I would've done something. There's killing people and then there's this. Angelus was big on that whole torture thing but it just... never sat right with me.
[ So, you know. For what it's worth. Not much, he guesses. ]