This sucks so hard and he really can't wait to be done with it. Getting involved in this whole blue band business was for Ianto's sake initially but damn if he isn't curious what else it'll make possible. He wasn't the only one who enjoyed that bite in the darkness, a life time ago. As he recalls, Jack had his share of reluctant fun too.
"Fuck..." he groans, jaw set, forcing himself out of game face. Can't give them the satisfaction. It's hard though, more difficult than he's willing to let on.
"It's fine... those assholes aren't worth the trouble."