[She knows he would. And now she knows that both of them would. She knows that for however long they're able- for however long their lives last- they'll be there for her if she needs them. It's only that... she doesn't want to be left behind.
And losing Kaname hurts. No matter what he's done, she can't forget the protective brother who loved her so much, too. But she's failed to save him. Everything she had wanted to do and accomplish-- all of it has ended in failure. Always she had thought that if she was a vampire it gave her the ability to help others, and accomplish the things she wanted to do. But now she knows better. It isn't about her being a human or vampire at all. It's just her.
Eyes squeezing shut, she swallows thickly and nods. There's no answers for all of what happened. She knows that all too well.]
Just stay with me like this for a little while. [Please.]