[She doesn't know what to do from here. She doesn't know how to mother or parent. She doesn't know who to turn to for help at home. She's all alone. By now she knows what they tried to do to her memories. Absolutely no one else cares about her existence. It's so insignificantly small and she's never felt so lost and lonely as she does now. The one person back home who could offer anything at all, is the one person she absolutely can't allow herself to depend on, either.
Yuuri... Her grip tightens. He's the only one who even knowing what she is, never hated or rejected her. He's never left her, and has always welcomed her back. Tears redoubling, she sobs.]
I don't want to be alone! [Kaname...! Why had everything become so messed up? All she had ever wanted was to be happy. She had tried so hard to be the person he needed.] Why... [Her voice cracks, shaking her head against him. Thorn covered vines curl up and around the tree, shifting and growing as her tears reign down.] Why did things turn out this way? I was happy just being together. And now... [They'll never have that again. Hurting, she lifts a hand up to wipe uselessly at her eyes] I don't know what I'm supposed to do without him.