Aside from Jack vanishing none of the things that have happened to me have had anyrhing to do with you. They haven't been your fault. [Spike attacked him on his own. Tyki tortured and dismembered him for the same reasons. None of the odd events or strange disasters caused by the people who run this place have hurt him to that extent. If bad things have happened it's because people locked up in here with him chose to make them happen.] And it's still better than my fate at home. I don't get to come back to life after that.