[ but she doesn't elaborate. now wasn't the time or place to touch upon how deep she's dug her heels into something she doesn't have much of a real understanding for. though really, how far off was she from knowing what luke did? it wasn't like he had much guidance, either. guesswork was really their best bet, and she'd be doing just as much of it back home, though she'll fully admit that prison life has pushed her to explore this part of herself more readily than she was willing to before. ]