Stop. [The word breaks, practically begging. She doesn't want to hear any of this. Tears bluring her vision further her fingers curl more tightly around her ears, blocking him out. There are so many things she needs to deal with in regards to Kaname, but he isn't gone. It's impossible. She can't even wrap her head around the idea of such. He's the strongest person she knows, and despite everything that's happened so important to her.
A hand slips from one of her ears to cover her mouth with a sob.]
Kaname isn't gone. [It's difficult to speak without her tears causing her voice to quiver, lips trembling visibly. Her emotions are so raw and honest, even if she can't be truthful with herself. ] You're so stupid Zero. [That idiot. Another step backwards, she continues to shake her head over and over again, unwilling to accept anything. If he's not lying, he's mistaken. Nothing could stop Kaname, he wouldn't just leave her to another pureblood's care. Everything that she's fought for up to this point... it can't have been for nothing.] You're wrong. That person, he-- he wouldn't just leave me behind. You don't know anything. [He had promised her. They had agreed to eternity together, no matter their situation right now, she's already determined to hunt him down and correct things. She can do that. She doesn't have any other choice.] I'm going to find Kaname with or without your help. But I wont let you waylay me or get in the way.