[In this moment she honestly doesn't know what she feels for Chekov. Is it more than friendship? It could be. He wasn't the only one kissing back there. But was it passion for him or sparked hormones in a very physical person? After all, she got carried away with Spike too and she isn't wondering if there's more happening there. But this also isn't her first time feeling...something with Chekov.
The only thing she knows for sure is that she is in love with Reid. She thinks Reid loves her too. She just doesn't know if he's in love with her. Or if he is even ready to think about that again. She doesn't want to push him just because she's lonely and craves affection. And it had been better ever since they were talking and even able to hug.
Kitty reaches over, putting her hand over his and gives it a squeeze.] I owe you a lot.