[If this had been someone like Jack she would have been telling herself to keep control from the beginning and she may have even been successful. But this isn't Jack. It's someone who she is every bit as close to if not closer. He's been unfailingly sweet and supportive of her throughout everything they've been through. He makes her smile and laugh and think. And right now he takes her breath away literally and figuratively. Thinking is right out the window which is probably where the bot went because there's already confetti on them.]