Because this sort of thing is stupid and nobody understands it. You don't have to try to explain that part to me, trust me. Anyway I'm not trying to lecture you or tell you to change anything about how you're doing things.
[Its more than that though. He's always the one who notices things. He was the one at home who caught on to why Face does their stupid, dangerous job. He was the one who realized something was wrong with Tyria, the one who worked to reach out to Lara. The one who used medical excuses to hide Donos' mental breakdown until he could get himself together. Maybe because he knows what it feels like to be that much of a mess and have no one realize it.] I know it doesn't just get better. Trust me. And I know you can still be happy in present moments and appreciate what you have while still having a hard time with it.