[Phanan looks at him levelly, mechanical eye blazing like always.] Nico, look at me. Imagine going through a battle like that, like yours, and waking up with half your body gone. Really think about how it would feel. Add in the fact that people don't generally like cyborgs all that much. We're subhuman. Kriff, I set off droid detection alarms in half the bars I walk into. I've spent the past five years trying to die one way or another. I ended up not being so talented at killing myself, which is frankly embarrassing for a doctor so I got a job where I get to blow up as many bad guys as I can before one of them gets me, which seems like it's going to be pretty soon. It's gotten better here, mostly thanks to Chuck and the fact that she's spiking my food with anti-depressants but it's not something you just fix overnight. And the only reason I mention any of this is because sometimes you say things that make me think you get what I'm talking about here way more than I would like you to.