[She appreciates the understanding he's showing here. Especially because she knows it was hard on him. Jealousy and fear for her safety and frustration.] I just wish...and I guess this the "I'm sorry part" that I'd just listened to you more about him. Stayed away from him more when I should have known better.
I know I don't always show it. ...I haven't always felt it, but I really do think you're one of the strongest people I have ever known. [She can't imagine looking at scenes like that ever again let alone regularly.]