Yeah, I'm good with it. [He tries to think of how to explain it.] That's how I was when I got here, and things have changed now. Send me back home the way I am today and I'd actually try and stay alive. Maybe this is what would have happened if I hadn't come here or maybe I'll get sent back and forget everything but even if that's the case I'll still have been happier and better off while I was here. It's not worth over analyzing but it is good to know that one way or another I said some things I needed to say in the one situation where he would have listened to me. And I'll bet that datapad has some conditions for getting his scar removed because he's an idiot who needs someone to point out that keeping it doesn't atone for anything. And I realize as I'm speaking you have no context for that remark so never mind. But yeah, I'm actually pretty good with it.