[God, okay - so.] ... Is that such a bad thing, though?
I mean - I understand the Force. The need we had for it, have for it... But does it need to be what it is? It's starting to feel like it's grown too official when in the end, we're the same people as the rest of the dome. But there's this oppressive feeling when it comes to... walking around armed looking for trouble. Making choices the way - the way they've been made. Are we really supposed to be the ones making choices when it comes to souls? Inner beings or demons or whatever?
[She fucking hated Tyki. But she still feels off about what they did to him, like Spike - As an Assassin she was trained to kill, to eliminate threats. Not to neuter them. For their sake as much as her own. It's... cruel. And that's where she's starting to draw these lines of where she is as a person and where she wants to be.]