Deserving has nothing to do with it. [ He's depressed and as such extra stubborn. ]
It's just... my dad left and my mom is sick and that's not her fault, but it's not exactly a stable environment to grow up in. The first girl I ever kissed lived on the other side of the country and when I finally find someone I really like six years later, she's killed the first time I actually get to see her in person.
And with Kitty... things couldn't have been better. We talked about her coming home with me. We talked about having kids and then the Wardens pulled me out of the system or upgraded my OS or whatever it is they're doing and now I don't even know how to talk to her.