Oh sorry, shall I leave all sentimental expressions to you from now on? [Are to the only one allowed to be poetic Spike?]
[He considers shutting the conversation down or being evasive but at least they're not talking about staking people anymore so he decides to be honest.] Being with you, you mean? Objectively it's hard to say, isn't it? That day I did, but who knows how much of it was real and how much of it was the Wardens telling me how I felt.