It never feels like getting it out helps. [Though she is high on telling people about it and low on self-destructive activities, so maybe that's a win if anyone wants to keep talking to her after all this. She doesn't want to go home or get the pearl or erase her memories so it is better. It's just not like it was when she finally got to be happy.]
But I'll be fine. I always am. [She survives. (Except that one time she didn't because she trusted in love.)]