I don't know about that... they can be hard but if you never have feelings, then what's the point? [ C'mon now. ]
Don't think about this tonight. You're upset. Sleep on it and if you feel like you should talk to him in the morning, go for it. You're not going to get better if you bottle up those emotions like out of date mayo. Gotta get it out.
[ Do you want an emotional heimlich, she's really good at those. ]