Ah, it's okay. [Not that she lost them, but it's easier to talk about right now for some warden-induced reason.] One of my brothers died recently and when I was younger, I thought another brother and sister had died, only to learn those deaths had been faked. [But for many years they felt real and regardless of the truth she had lost them and somewhere between prison and her death she never fully got them back.]
And then we're here. [As if that alone implies losses. She's had many in her time.]