[She nods, trying to take in those words and what they mean to her now.
But she still lost him. Even if it was because she couldn't do whatever combination of things would have made everything okay. There's no role model for this kind of relationship problem. Definitely no guide to handling it. She's pretty sure there were times she was doing it right. Listening and being understanding. There was the day at the memorial.
But there were so many feelings and that damn pearl making them all worse before and after in different ways. She couldn't keep them in and they were so new and strong she didn't know how to process and cope with them either. Maybe if Deanna had stayed or if... Too many ifs. And it seemed like one bad moment could erase all the good so quickly.]
I... [Soft.] I found a secret of yours that day. It said, "I will never get over her." Who was it about? [She's been assuming Maeve so hard. Is it possible it's herself? Is she actually ready to know?]