She did specifically mention baking Tyki into a pie. I was a little rough with that. Told her she would have died if she tried. [But she doesn't take it back. The only thing that would keep her alive in that scenario is Tyki deciding to let her live. It's the only reason only Ianto died.]
I did feel better afterward with him. [Even if she doesn't want to make him feel worse. She knows he is still going through a lot too, but it hasn't stopped him from occasionally yelling at her. Or the withholding which is worse in some ways.] I think deciding to move out made things better too. I don't... [Damn her voice and it's occasional shakiness when feels hit.] I don't like the thought of it being gone, you know? All swept clean and someone else living there and gone forever. But... It's too hard to be there. I need to be a little less masochistic.