[He doesn't know she saw it, and would be horrified if he found out.] He grabbed me on the way back from the library and made me go back to the Devil's Compass. I think he wanted to see if we really could die, after what they said about this all being virtual, but it was fun for him, too. I... I really don't want to talk about everything he did. I'm sorry. [His hand spasms and suddenly the potted flower is knocked off the table she left it on and broken on the floor and that's it, there goes his composure and suddenly he's crying, ugly and messy and embarrassed and hurt.]