[ It hurts and most of all it hurts that he can't find it in him to stop her. That's the scary part, that he's so far gone (he, not them. This is on him) that he can't even fight for it anymore. She's wrong but so far, everything he's said just made it worse. He can't explain. He's not even sure he understands it all himself at this point but if he knows anything, it's that it can't continue like this.
It's just too far gone to save, the way they are. ]