[Crap. Of all of the people Nathan doesn't want to talk to (and that's basically everyone), it has to be Reid. No one else has more reason to be unhappy with him than the doctor who saved him the first time. Is this where Reid gives up on him? Now that he has actually hurt someone other than himself, will Reid determine that he is too far gone to bother with?
Nathan wishes that he still had his pearl. Without it, he feels more hopeless than he has for days.