[He understands second chances better than most. Not just after little mistakes but the kind that come after giant betrayals and poorly made end of the world decisions. He also knows how to forgive, even grudgingly. He'd hated Jack once, after all. If Spike stays like this after today he might be able to learn to live with him. He'll never like him, but he doesn't really have to.] I'm sorry it wasn't like that here. I meant that, when I said it before, even if you are a prick.