Ack... he's going through character development and I feel all weird...
His hand gripped hers just a little tighter and he did finally turn towards her, but his face looked lost.
"D'you know how much work it takes? How much to seem so for you all? I ain't a good person Inara. Not like Kaylee, nor the Doctor. Most of my life on that ship is not lettin' you all see how much I'm struggling to keep us all alive."