[She nods at that, combs her hand through her hair and taps her spoon against her plate while sitting down again.] I... yeah. I bet.
When Shaun was here, he wasn't here long enough for me to really miss him. I was too new here, getting used to things as they were - that distracted me. But now I feel... so settled. If Clay disappears, I... [sigh] Is it weird I'm just waiting for it to happen? Like, this place is rarely good to us.