[For the most part. He has people here; at home, his mom is the only person who cares about what happens to him. Being cared about is something.]
But it's not all me. It's like there's someone else who takes over sometimes, and he-- [Nathan pauses, trying to explain something he doesn't even understand.] There're things I think about--fantasies--but I'd never do them. Not in real life. Then there's this part of me that wants to do all that stuff, and I know it's wrong, I just can't keep it from trying to do things.