No. Never is. [She has her own guilt over deaths. Her parents. Her students. Others she couldn't save over the years. She didn't even really know their names. She blames Apocalypse and Piotr but she's in there too with an extra large portion of blame.]
I don't want him to hurt, but I can't phase that away.
[Here's the thing she keeps thinking. The thing she can never say to Reid.] They could bring her here. [What difference does death make here?]