[ she's not sure about it either, but she also doesn't have a choice in what she is, not anymore. (and she chose this. she chose to live. to be this. she chose to survive.) now she has a choice in how she'll deal with that. ] It means I'm a vampire. [ she's never said the words so frankly before, and they come easier than they would have even a week ago. ] I need to accept it so I can control it. [ so she can have some semblance of a life again. she pauses a moment. ] The past few months I've been avoiding it, denying it... and it's the reason why you were in danger, why I've pulled away from my friends and my life. [ that's not what she wants. ]