Drawing it is what set off this ... this [He doesn't know what to call it, or if it has a name, or is just some fucked up thing that happens to only him because the Fates hate him.] ... thing. A good thing for me would be it not happening.
[He does feel he might be settling down faster than usual. Still shaky, but that can last hours sometimes. Maybe there is something to this "talking about it" crap.]