It's, uhm. [ she wants to shake her head, make no big deal out of it. but now that the words are out there, she has to go on. start somewhere. somehow it's easier to confess to this part rather than everything that happened with damon: ] Helen knows I'm a vampire. [ she'll let that sick in for a beat, and to muster up some more courage. ] She found out because I - I was talking to Damon about... him and me and things got heated [ such a sneaky play on words, elena ] so I, I attacked him. We had to go to the clinic.
And by heated I mean, I - we were kissing. And I - I didn't want that to happen again. [ there. the truth. probably not that shocking, considering but... ] Bonnie, I feel like - I feel like ever since I became a vampire, things have been - I've been out of control. Different. [ turning, being sired, how they lost caroline and stefan... ] I don't want to be. And I feel like we live in the same place, but... I want us to be here for each other. I want to be here for you, and to be honest with you, and I don't think I've done a very good job of any of that.