[ By now it's kind of... fine. He doesn't talk about this a lot and it's not making him feel all that good but at the same time... it's fine. She should know and he should be able to discuss it. ]
It is. [ No sense in denying. He clears his throat. ] I try not to think about it, but... well. Actually, it's harder not to here. There's been a lot of incidents that could just as easily have been, uh. In my head.