[ even given helen's loss and abandonment issues, she values every friend she makes and rose is becoming a good one, a friend she would be sad to lose.
that is the type of person helen is, always ready to help if she can. sanctuary for all is not an empty motto. times like this she misses the sanctuary, her staff, her old friend, sally, her abnormal family. she misses them all. ]
I suppose that can be said about life, but it does seem to come at more extremes here. [ or perhaps that's just her experience who knows. ] You think you've put things behind you and then something will happen and it's as though it happened yesterday, the people you lost are still gone, but the injury is once again fresh.