[It almost sounds like a chastisement--or maybe not almost?--and perhaps it is warranted. She doesn't know whether to feel guilty or indignant.]
In all honesty...I wasn't much use when I was on the Defense Force previously, outside of doing patrols. [Not the thing she enjoys admitting, but it's a truth.] My abilities have very little use in most circumstances. [Considering the lack of Noah around and the one that is doesn't seem interested in causing much trouble anymore. She has rarely ever needed to use Time Record here.]
It--Well, it didn't seem helpful at the time to enlist if I didn't have more to offer, considering the um...particular circumstances of my enlistment.