[ it's not something she's considered, and knowing now gives her pause. she's not sure what she's supposed to take away from that -- but she cares to hear it and she does take from it. she wonders minutely how he handled it then. how he felt about it.
she doesn't ask. she will, maybe, but suddenly what's important to say is this: ] I had Rebekah compel me. [ it's been what's important. her lips part to say something more, but instead she watches for his reaction. ]