elena gilbert (matter) wrote in marinanova, @ 2013-09-12 11:08:00 |
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Entry tags: | elena gilbert, rebekah mikealson |
( day 236 ) private video to rebekah mikaelson
[ it doesn't take much deciding - maybe even too little. she doesn't trust rebekah, and even with matt trusting her... that feeling of complete faith she has in matt doesn't necessary extend to rebekah.
but this isn't about matt, or his feelings for rebekah. elena opens a connection to the other vampire in the early afternoon, in large part because it might be her only option. and it's an option she decides to choose. ]
I want you to do something for me. [ there's a resolve and a determination in her voice. they're allies, whatever that means, and a part of her thinks rebekah might want to do it, that there could be a way she could want to. elena pulls in a breath - ]
I want to be compelled out of the sire bond. [ there. elena pauses. she doesn't want to not love damon, not care about him despite it all. she has since before all this and that's hers at least. ] I mean, I - I don't want to be affected by it; my choices, my decisions, I want them to be mine. [ she doesn't say what's she's thinking, that rebekah might be the only person who can or would help her, who might even understand. rebekah wouldn't be her first choice, but it is what it is. she refuses to put any trust in the wardens.
at least rebekah would be predictable. ]