[She smiles and stops walking, keeping her distance. Thinking things through clearly for maybe the first time since Neil and Kira left. What she needs he could never give her, and she always knew that. Which means she has to act while she's not blinded by grief and loneliness (even if, lately, that void is just a little less overwhelming).] I've been thinking that very thing.
It was a matter of time, at any rate. [They'd said as much more than once. By putting it like this she's giving him the choice to make it mutual, which is the most she can hope for in terms of him not retaliating.]
I can only hope you haven't ruined me for well-meaning men.