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[ She laughs, totally nervous and unsure of herself. She shouldn't have said that. It's an awkward thing to say. She's gone and made Calliope sad because of it. ]
Sheesh, it's fine, don't even worry. It's...
[ She really doesn't want to address what Calliope is getting at. She doesn't want to talk about her drinking right now. She knows it's not good for her but it's just a matter of not caring. It helps her sleep and while it doesn't often help her forget her troubles, it forces her to relax or she just plain blacks out and either way is fine to her. ]
... What is this, all of a sudden? I'm fine, I'm happy.
[ Roxy feels a pang of guilt for hurting Calliope this way, for making her worry at all. She doesn't wonder if anyone else would worry like this, though. It's just not something that's really real to her yet, and to some degree Calliope's worry doesn't make sense to her. ]