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[He can read her discomfort like a book, just as he can read just about every look, expression or her body language. It's not something that's crossed her mind yet but she's not upset or defensive about it, which is a good sign. She's open to the possibility, something he wasn't initially sure she would be.]
By no means am I saying we need to do this right now--this moment. But soon. I want to ensure we don't make this mistake again when receiving a punishment is avoidable. I also want to make sure that we don't squander the time we have been given with insecurities and uncertainties because everything can change in a single instant. Leaving us with nothing. Not even the memories of a single moment to hold onto.
[To be honest, the awareness of what is to come has him feeling as if he's having everything ripped from him. That the one thing that could possibly rightfully be his-against all odds-is going to be denied him because of a simple miscommunication.]
I want everything I should have had if things hadn't gotten so mixed up. Everything I hoped and desired--I want to be able to hold it in my hands if possible.
[Without fear. Without questions. Without doubt. He wants it all.]