[He holds her just a little tighter, as much as he dares. He's felt her slipping away ever since he had to tell her he couldn't choose her over Saber. And it was the right choice, but he wishes it didn't have to be that way.]
You shouldn't. I was horrible to you. You deserve so much more than I can...
[He cuts himself off before he says things he shouldn't. That he never stopped feeling as strongly as he did that night they kissed in her apartment. It's not right for him to feel that way.]