[She begins to tell him, but stops as the enormity of that fact finally hits her. It had been years since the Paradox, and she hadn't discussed it with anyone. Not in any way that wasn't her being the strong one for someone else. And she certainly hadn't told Tom any of it. It's why he left her. He couldn't handle that there was some big secret between them. Maybe she should have told him. Perhaps he would have broken up with her before they got engaged. It would have saved her a lot of heart break.]
[Martha sees Sam put a hand out and almost takes it. Part of her wants to walk into that hug, but now is not the time. At least it shouldn't be. She's Martha Jones. She can get over it. Somehow. She looks to his eyes instead, deciphering their meaning. Is it too late to run away? Probably. Yes. She was the one who invited him to leave the party. It'd be pretty rotten to just ditch him now. She felt too exposed though. Martha's shoulder slump as she tries to hide the moment of weakness.]