[ she feels his hurt, and his anger; she hears it. she's not sure what to say, that there's anything she can. she shifts, and her voice is filled with sadness, longing... ] Sam... [ she wants to say it wasn't like that, and it wasn't - not like he thinks. (and how he thinks too, all at once.) but she knows explaining how much she does care about him and want him wouldn't help. it wouldn't change anything. ]