Thanks. [It may not solve anything, but sympathy helps a lot.] And yeah. He was by best friend for eight years, but when we got here things just happened. And now he's gone and I'm sort of like a puppet with my strings cut. Like, where to do from here?
Other than missing him, same as you. There's a lot of that. But I know he wouldn't want me to just sit around and miss him. Believe me, I wish I could tell you something that would help.