[ it's not about sam. she thinks it could be an issue with him - wanting to leave or stay and not having a choice about it besides the wanting. but it's not why she said it. she shakes her head no. ] And what kind of life do I have, Bonnie? [ she pauses there - because she thinks it's pretty obvious. ]
We have no control of going or leaving, but if Jeremy showed up, I... [ then she would be okay. in many ways, she's glad he's not here too. ] I'm not saying I don't want to go home, or I wouldn't if we could... [ but is it so bad? if they're here together? if they're here and klaus can be controlled somehow? or if he's not here at all? (If elena can be here and not put anyone in danger.) ]