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[ elena gets it - and she understands those odds. her nods says as much. she can't think of jenna returning, or ric, just like she couldn't and didn't try to imagine jenna showing up before she even did.
there's a pause. she parts her lips, looks thoughtful - ] I wanted to be a writer. I guess if I went to college, maybe I'd want to do that. Or... find something new. Different. [ it's an admission, made all the more significant by the fact elena hadn't even let herself contemplate the answer, even though in retrospect she already knew it. ]