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Tweak says, "Do you love me?"

Jake english (skulltop) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-04-12 01:22:00

Entry tags:

aradia megido, bro strider, calliope-caliborn, euphemia li britannia, helix wamtani, jade harley, jake english, roxy lalonde

day 214 | voice | filtered from dirk strider
Er, okay.

So I believe I have this all in order!! And I, um. I am in dire need of some assistance right now. It's rather embarrassing so any unclued wise guy who'd like to heave a few haws at my expense can go ahead and show their rears to the door because I'm not having any of that horseshit!

[He clears his throat.]

Anywhosits.

So yesterday was, er.

A bit wacko?

And in all the hubbub, I might have done something I would have never done normally with someone. Or, um. Perhaps I'd been doing my darnedest to prepare myself to step in that direction, but gee whiz I expected a bit longer of a turnaround period before getting my ass handed to me like a dude on butler island!!!

Now I turned tail as soon as I got up and I'm hiding until I can get all the words that I need to say together. But conflabbit if facing him isn't the hardest thing to do sometimes!!!

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	skulltop 2013-04-15 04:23 am UTC (link)
	Your expertise would be greatly appreciated, yes!!! [omg older Bro this is exactly who he needs or so he thinks.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proboscalypse 2013-04-18 06:43 am UTC (link)
	[no jake. you do not talk to your boyfriend's porn star alt self about your sex problems.] Tell Bro what happened. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	skulltop 2013-04-18 07:52 am UTC (link)
	I was not, er, in my right mind yesterday! And I believe I may have pushed our... physical boundaries a bit further than I might have been prepared for. [HE'S BLUSHING SO HARD.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proboscalypse 2013-04-18 07:59 am UTC (link)
	[ok. taking that in.] Prepared like in a slicked up, stretched out sorta way or in an emotional way? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	skulltop 2013-04-18 08:10 am UTC (link)
	Huh? [Ugh, no time to try and figure out what he means!!] Emotionally!! And er. I'm not real keen on gathering the gumption to ask him how he felt about it all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

proboscalypse
2013-04-18 08:24 am UTC (link)

Alright. Now before I get to teachin' my invaluable man lessons, lemme just lay this all out real quick so I can try to clarify what the issue is and what it ain't.

What I'm hearin' is that you and minime had sex--which you weren't ready for or expecting but you bein' all hopped up on hormones or whatever the fuck flew right past your boundaries.

And my lil asswipe of a self didn't do nothing to stop that, yeah?

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	skulltop 2013-04-18 08:32 am UTC (link)
	Erm. Precisely. I more or less shoved my hand down his trousers. He appeared to enjoy that far more than my previous attempts at wrestling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proboscalypse 2013-04-18 08:47 am UTC (link)
	Yeah I don't fuckin' doubt that. So is the problem that you feel bad for aggressively assaultin' his dick or because you didn't want no part of that in the first place and now you ain't feeling so comfortable that you were allowed to get so far? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

skulltop
2013-04-18 09:13 am UTC (link)

[He pauses to think on that for a second. He's freaked out, but he can't really articulate why he's freaked out. Sure, it was his first...experience doing that with someone else. And he wasn't in the best state of mind. Perhaps it was all those things wrapped in one big freak out package?

But after a minute or so, he's not any closer to an answer.]

I don't know. I suppose I'd been considering the possibility as a natural progression of the nature of our relationship, but it was far too sudden!!! And what if he feels the same!!! Oh, criminy, the embarrassment!

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	proboscalypse 2013-05-05 08:42 am UTC (link)
	Relax. If he's anything like me, which he is cuz he's me, he's been wantin' to get some hands-on learnin' in. He's ain't regretting it at all, let me tell you. In fact, kiddo, he took advantage of you being wacked out on hormones. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	skulltop 2013-05-05 02:29 pm UTC (link)
	What? Poppycock!!! He's my best bro... He wouldn't do that. Anywhosits, I'm the bugger who started it!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proboscalypse 2013-05-06 09:10 am UTC (link)
	I ain't tryin' to turn you against him, I'm just makin' sure you know that even if you started it, he let it continue even knowin' you weren't 100% with it. So you don't got much of a reason to feel bad for him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	skulltop 2013-05-06 06:29 pm UTC (link)
	But...what could his intentions have been? I'm downright positive he was simply indulging me! (Reply to this) (Parent)

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