[It's out before she can really think, and were she in her right mind, she'd be horrified over that fact. It wouldn't change that she does feel that way, or that it's true, but it's certainly a sentiment she'd keep to herself.
Not so now. The unfairness of it all, and Saya's resignation is too much-- how casual she is right now-- and as much as she wishes with all her heart for something to be done about this... there's really nothing to be. Especially if Saya herself has decided to be done.
Fate might be changed, but not everything else can just be]
I-- I can't... [Shaking her head, she waves off the offer. Food is difficult at the moment; her own is now untouched]