[She licks her lips, quiet for a long stretch of time. Is it worth keeping this up any more? When the spell releases though, just how much will he hate her for it? Head tilting to the side, she draws a breath. The weak smile is all that's visible, hardly a reflecting of her true self. Bangs sweeping down, they shield her eyes from view. It takes a moment for her to find her voice, and begin. The words simply don't want to come.]
It-- It's because in order to do what's right... you can't protect everyone.
[But she knows he'd try. And she can't have him doing that. And she can't succeed if he tries to stop her. The only way she can see to stop Kaname is by turning him human. And the only way to do that, is to forfeit her own life.]