Enough for a few lifetimes. [It's not a very complete answer, but it's a true one. It was more than he'd give most people, but even then it didn't feel like enough. Not with Elena. He didn't really want to bottle everything up. At least he told himself that. It was a matter of necessity, and when he got tight-lipped even with his brother that was just to keep him safe...both of them safe. But how would it feel to let just a little of it go? To talk about one or two of the things that he's been carrying around for years?] I'm not sure I even know where to start.